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Current Music: Sublime - Love is what i got
So here I am, my final days at FIT and i get to meet my century Bro, which is kick ass! after chilling with him for a week and discussing the details of his deployment over at Iraq, we get drunk (he gets drunk and I have 1 bitch drink) and begin to check out women. well this was fun for him for he is still single and since he just came back from Iraq they flock to him like flies to shit. For me i got to be the wing man except to the extrem, for my centry bro, Iggy, forgot i was dating some one (who i am deeply in love with) and started to talk me up saying that i was in college and in ROTC and how i have endurence since we PT all the time and all. so here he is with two girls trying to hook me up with this girl. lol, little did he know that she was also taken. Thank god and when she saw that i was we begain to relax around each other alot more. little did i know that i had class with her but that is neither here nor there. so here i am sober brother like i usually am, watching Iggy putting his game into motion with the whole "I just came back from Iraq and i have never seen two so beautiful women in my life." little did they know that he has used this on a nurse in Germany not 2 months ago when he was shipped up there because he was shot. we all know what happened there...lol. anyways so here i am with michelle who is looking out for her friends hanging around Iggy. there was no stopping what was going to happen because they were all tipsy to the point that they know what they wanted and that is all that mattered. so like a gentleman, Iggy followed the girls back to there place to make sure that they were ok, and of course got invited in. Michelle and I followed suite sitting in the living room talking about our class and life in general until we hear the door slam to the bed room and a ton of giggling. we then poped in a movie and turned the volume up to not hear the bed squeak so that we would not think about what they were doing, and long to do the same with out signifcant others( meaning my girlfriend cait, and her boyfriend tod). just getting to the good part of the movie, Pitch Black, the squeaking stopped. we turned down the movie and waited to see what was next. after the movie was done we figured that they had pasted out so she asked if i would like to go to sleep in the bed or if coach was ok. at first i was confused, but being the gulible person that i was i thought there was two seperate beds, so i followed her back to the other bed room. walking in i understood my mistake and became very aware of her intentions. i started to turn around. bad mistake, for she started to strip, thank god she had an undershirt on or else i would have felt like i was cheating. trying to think quickly on how to escape from this peral, i looked around trying hard to think of a lie when i looked at her pictures...no boyfriend in any of them. wow i got played so well i almost laughed. i then asked if she really did have one and her answer was no...as i figured. by this time she was in her bed and trying to get me into it. this was my chance i told her that i am engaged, a small lie, and that even if i would ever cheat on my girlfriend (which i would never do) that i would not like to be played like that and that also she was not my type (that was a complete lie, i have to give her alot of credit for playing me so well and also she was my type which scared me but cheating on caitlin had never crossed my mind so that is why i never even studdered when i said that). with that, she being in shock for she was denied her sex for the night, i went out of her room and curled up on the coach and turned on the TV, not wanting to fall asleep and be taken adantake of. i had fallen asleep for i woke with the sudden warmth of a blanket being put on me. as i looked up i saw it was michelle and she said that she could not figure me out. with a quizical look on my face she procceded her explaination of her comment. she said that she had never met a person who was in a long distance relationship, at FIT, who would have made out with her. i told her that if i had even touched her in anyother way then i a friend's jesture then i would have felt like i would have cheated on my girlfriend. she gave me a huge, i was a little scared but accepted the friendly juster and with that she said that caitlin must be some women to keep me in check from such a distance, and i told her that the guilt on my conscience would be so great that i could not bear to even look at her again knowing full well what i did. with that she curled up on the other coach and we watched movies until the next day. leaving with Iggy, whom mad a huge smile on his face, I left with a new friend and the reasurence of how faithful my love is to my Girlfriend Caitlin.
I Love You Caitlin
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